on ninth twenty eleven.

ouh boy i sure have lotsa things to say.
i guess imma continue writing as much as then.
fingers crossed, lets hope i do.

quick updates:
0.9) if one can say.. i am delightful, like a shining starlight cozzzzz
1) im pregnant
2) i am 6 months pregnant
3) i am pregging a boy :P that means im bearing a penis for a moment there, nine moths that is. well, the first 4 months dont really count coz we couldnt tell the gender yet, then. :P
4) dizzy is now 29, last 17th Sept. we didnt get to celebrate much coz my parents were here, my family.
5) shitty stuffs happening
6) shitty stuffs
7) mood swings off and on. and its becoming unbearable sometimes. if something ticks me off, it'd be there bugging for days! sucks yaw.
8) i have lotsa things to worry about when the baby comes out
9) baby shopping is like.. 5% in progress :P

and lots more.
only i cant think. and i cant find my lil blue diary that i on/off writing during my pregnancy. that bugs meeeeeeeeee.

like really.
so yeah.. imma off for din now.
layta.

if i talk real slow

if i tried real hard to make my point dear, that you have my heart..
so here i go.

i'll tell you what you need already know
if you love me, with all that you are
if you love me' i'll make you a star
in my universe.

angus and julia stone.
' for you. '

morphine eyes

it's not ridiculous to be liking ones eyes.
who ever eyes i look, i'll see their kind soul.. though how shitty they could be.

but yours my love,
you make me go dizzy.
really.

and i cant wait to go home, to see those morphine like eyes.
i miss em.

september sun

today, the sun hasnt been great. which is quite a blessing for me. :P too sunny makes me eyes go snoopy.

the not so great part is that, i dont know why my pokok pandan is dying. i put it in the far part of the loo :P and indoor.. before the sun would always shine in. but lately, not really..and the leaves turn yellow, and thats like a symptom.. of dying. slowly. i have plants before. they died too. i dont understand. and i got a bit worried and sad.. everytime.
it's like saying i dont know how to take care of them.
maybe its not really the water they need. or maybe.. its the music that i put on everytime i shower too loud? i thot that's helping them.
nevertheless, i am trying to revive em still. i havent got the chance to utilise the leaves for cookings. plus, its from my mom in law.. so yeah.

well, lets just hope it wont die.
coz id definitely be a lil devastated.
like 5/80.
but i care.. really. :|

so yeah.

ouh my effing gold!

last entry was in the year 2008?!
where have i been!

gosh, i miss the old times, when i had plenty of time to do just anything.. and to blog most of the time!

well that was then.
this life im leading now, is a whole new world.
that requires me to be brave, walk tall with big steps!

gila!