keep it kind, keep it good, keep it right

i was sleeping, and im not now.. i was awaken by the sounds of rain outside.i thot i was going to get cold, so i stood up and covered myself with a blanket. somehow i felt like that was a wrong move to make. :P glorifyingly tried to sleep again, memang tido ayam nampaknya.

called yed, coz i miss him. he seemed to have problems sleeping too. hihi. so i told him that i called with no reason. just checking. he's so gentle now, so im keeping it kind, good and right.

ouh!
finally, yamagata's album is out, after a year of anticipation and eagerness... the album's worth every penny. although of course, i had to wait for few days until its available for online carts, still. and im planning still to buy her cd album here in malaysia, hopefully she'll notice and agrees to come and stop by malaysia for few songs to sing. i will surely melt and die and go to anywhere i dont care.

Disc 1: Elephants
1. Elephants
2. What If I Leave
3. Little Life
4. Sunday Afternoon
5. Elephants Instrumental
6. Duet (ft. Ray LaMontagne)
7. Over And Over
8. Brown Eyes
9. Horizon
10. The Only Fault [Hidden Track]

Disc 2: Teeth Sinking Into Heart
1. Sidedish Friend
2. Accident
3. Faster
4. Pause The Tragic Ending
5. Don’t

her songs had been playing again and over, coz i have a goal. which is, i wanna memorize all of the lyrics, so i can sing together whenever im driving. yamagata's recent work is still breathtakingly beautiful. some of the songs are really deeply stabbing you to the heart. i dont know how she did it, but she really did it. i mean, her songs, the writings are so simple and can be easily simply be understood and straightforward and so effectively penetrate the ears and the hearts and really gets you and from her singings her voice, the melody, its just too deep. can almost make me kneel and cry...and brings you to a whole lotta feelings. i know im yapping nonsense, but thats what yamagata's doing at me, to me.. i am just speechless with her music. and for those who intends to buy her alb, i just want u to know that ur not going to be disappointed. for individual mp3 buyings, you can try to listen to em first here. well.. im going to point out my most top 5 favourite. im the super mellow marsh.. so..

1) horizon.

" If I had known forever
after we would stay apart
I would have whispered
all the things I can't tell you now
Somewhere along the line we lost the horizon
I've been looking around, up and down
no avail, no avail "

i am in love with this one.

2) the only fault

" Hold on,
This may hurt you when i tell you of the truth,
We don't get two lives to live
It's true,
The only fault i've found in you
Is not being free to take what i would give "

brilliantly written.

3) elephants
4) over and over
5) don't

2 songs i listened to before the album was out, which are the acoustic version of 'what if i leave' and 'sunday afternoon'. im more in love with the acoustic versions, the album versions are awesome but not as awesome. :)

i so love rachael, id leave biffy for her, id be totally gay that is.

i guess im gonna try to sleep now.
and ouh,

im so heartfull, coz i have nothing to wake up to and work. and im in love.
i donno when im gonna go back to work again, but i am trying to chill as much as i can! ouh, dan menghabiskan duit dengan jaya dan gaya.. tapi sememangnya tiada untuk membeli belah. tapi tak mengapa, saya masih bergembira saya menganggur.


i miss you.
blue and red 99 balloons.
you know you.