hang me up to dry

im in the office now, at 1156 pm. nothing comes in, so im practically bored, but am having fun being all bored. :P plus, im listening to this online radio KEXP in which i get to hear kings of convenience cayman island live version. it was super lovely. it brought me to a little mind vacation. somwhere with blue waves and white sands. typical tak.. tapi lagu tu memang citer pasal pulau pon. sangat nyaman.

okie.. goodnight.
ouh the other day i read my sis's blog, and it was super sad. plus she's pregnant, and in her blog she put something like

" this baby in the tummy, it felt like a big old drum, unwanted... unprotected. im sorry. please understand me. your mother "

from her blog, i didnt know that she was in so much pressure. she did mention to me once, but i didnt think it was this serious. until i read her thoughts. during one of our convy, she kept saying that she'd like to go somewhere far.. and free. and of course laa id say JOM. but she'd always reply with.... ' hermmmmm '.

i guess that would be any mother's dilemma. or wife. i dont know what that could possibly help her to forget about her sad thought, probably she just need someone to talk to. plus with her husband away and all... makes her situation even difficult. and im just so lack of experience to be the shoulder.

:(