in love i am

you know, this is something forbidden to tell, and you must you must not tell anyone about this.

i fell in love with another guy. he made me forget about my partner although he's just beside me. looking at him all sweaty and tired and with full of determination, he had totally made my heart melt. tall with strong arms, sexy ass.. and that long hair.. and urgh! my fantasy kinda guy.. :P

so who is he? no other than rafael nadal! yet another dream has come true, coz mr dizzy made it real! and for that... i love my partner moreeee! it was a total adrenaline seeing the game. ive always wanted to watch tennis matches live, the big ones like..wimbledon or the french open.. but although this one aint that much, but it means a lot..damn lot coz i gotta see pro players play! hes 2nd, federer's 1st. federer is playing tomorrow, but since im working, so that has strickened me from going. but i don mind, it was more thrilling to see young bloods play. urrghhh! i love you! you know you!!

but nadal really did made me forget about dizzy. :P
mmuahs!!!!!

next would be james morisson! i wanna see him!
coz you gimme.. something.. lalalalalal!

inhalee!!!!

exhale!!!!

**yawn**

today with a taurus and a new baby in noahs!

The Bottom Line
It takes time to figure things out, but you are standing on a firm foundation now.

In Detail
Is there any such thing as 'normal'? And if there was, would you want to be it? Of course not! More than ever, you cherish your unique qualities as well as the uniqueness of your friends. Today is a great day to socialize and celebrate your diversity -- or at least organize your next social extravaganza. It goes without saying that you should avoid the same old activities and seek out something a little bit edgier. An outrageous day trip could be the perfect thing.

hihi, im with my parents now and they come from far...so i guess im gonna skip the social day today. besides, just last wednesday i went out back to back with ppl, plus dah botak dah berbelanja. next one i intend to just spend it wif dizzy. and there is a thing called normal, and im already it. and i dont mind. tats a unique part of me. i love being normal. only sometimes i crave for something more. but tats so normal.

well, social has a new meaning for the cyber world. :P
i pasted the horoscope from fs, and i think its a scam. almost everyday tat i read, it will promote social activities, go out yadaa yadaa. its like another way of saying.. hey, tats why we're here. find somebody and do something. tapi sangat memang la kan. pphhbt.

yeah.

taurus's forever love match isssss virgo. you know you! yeah you!
then capricorn. ive come acrossed these people, and i could fall for them.
then come cancer which i dont think ive ever met any cancer. if any, surely theyre cancerous. pisces yeah boleh kira jari (ones that i care enugh to know)... but dont entirely get me, or i dont entirely get them. the rest.. is a match made in hell. :P but for everything everything other than love, taurus is the perfect match for all stars. not me, some junkefunke webbie stated tat.

im a gem u know. u too i know. :)

* purple tentacle, you plant this idea. and im growing them!

latest: buntal's wife just gave birth to baby hadif safuan. hihi. so its like my 11th, and its no longer a surprise :P . i heard that she was in so much pain way before the actual birth. tats coz shes fat. really. she was so fat ppl wouldnt notice tat she was pregnant. im not joking, and i dont hate her eithr in case if ur getting there. im just stating the fact. and the gynae already told her if she didnt jaga makan, she will be having complications. and i guess tat was wat happened.

okie.

" im worth the world "

ive googled about armani code. and i read about comments about that parfum, and one of those comments was that... " that perfume makes me like im worth the world ". nicely put huh!

i went out with ruth to mv and i bought one, but before i googled them of course.. burghs!! ive tried the 0.7fl oz sample and i fell in love, and my other perfume has gone missing.. so i was perfumeless ( altho there are 2 others both awefully bungawan.. which is not me to be bungawan cinta lestari :P ). agak mahal jugakla, plus buying one wasn't even on my first things first list. im that impsulsive pimpulsiva. tsk!

anyway, ive googled about it coz i was curious.. what type of women that buy this kinda perfume and see whether we have any connections... coz i certainly like it, and ive tried to compare with other perfumes on that parfum shop but nothing comes like this one (paris hilton's was nice.. but paris hilton?? i knew some ppl who already wear em..) back to the main main.. the women.. i couldn't conclude what type of women they were. but most of all of all, they love it coz that perfume is catchy. caught lotsa attentions yadaa yadaa. i was actually hoping to see that erm.. the femmes were.. mysterious. but i guess not really.. coz they were happily happily happy commented about the perfume. see what i mean? hmm..funny coz id like to think myself as one, mysterious. :P and if i were to comment.. and to make it sound mysterious.. id put.. " the smell is dark... but yet flashes flashes, turns heads and thunders.. " ngada je.

also, i got my lens replaced. i was shocked to see that my rabunness has incresead from 0.25 - 1.20 ? ? in less than a year. the lens costs me a lot too. tapi at least dia ada dalam list utamakan bende utama. another thing to worry about. i cant let my eyes pergi lagi rabun. i feel like.. ive sinned.. and that God is taking it away bit by bit. that is of course religiously speaking ( you know what they say about bad things ). but ill take the scientific reasons just to be realistic. and less scary.

and ouh, i uploaded marketa's song. its nice.. daringly dark duck.
the song's sad. and i like sad songs. sad songs makes me feel theyre feeling really sad when they make sad songs. dont you think so? coz i feel like.. it takes a lot to make something and to sound sincerely something. but so far, the saddest singer songwriter ever.. would be rachael yamagata. she topples everyone. for now.

PLUS! dont forget to read about this fashion tip. dz gave the link to me for fun reading. and yeah it kinda make sense. :P pergi sini! hints: red lipsticks / cool hat / catchy tee wordings / vagEYEna.

" if you want me, satisfy me "

** shit its already november! **